Help Me!!

My dreams tell me so much, about how life goes and what is gonna happen in the future. But I always have this dream. Its always about these 2 girls. One of the girls are small very pretty.But something is wrong with her. She is curled up in a little ball rocking back and forth. I cant make out her face because she is crying. I want to move or more like run to her side and try to find out what is wrong with her.But some how my feet aren't connected to my brain because I wont seem to move forward. So I try to reach out my hand and help her up but I'm to far to even touch her long brown straight hair that goes down her back. I can hear her screaming so loud."Someone Please Help Me!" I look around and no one was there but me and her. She said it over and over again but the last three times she had her arms out waiting for someone to carry her.But no one was there to help her not even me i was to afraid to move. I tried to say something but all that came out was,"I..I..Umm." I guess she heard me, so she looked up crying. I felt like crying at that moment because that little girl so pretty but in so much pain was me. I react and run so fast to hold her.I feel tears running and i let her go and wipe them and close my eyes to breathe evenly again. But when i opened my eyes again she wasn't there anymore. I looked around and it wasn't the little girl any more. It was a teenager well it looked like it.She was farther then i could remember. But i saw something shiny in her hand it was a razor, but that wasn't all there was blood too. I blink and she is on her knees now screaming but even louder saying," This one is for my mom for making her life hell." I see her slash her wrist. "This one is for me, and no one gives a shit about me." She slash herself again. And she looks up to the sky in pain. I feel something wet on my hand, it was blood running down my wrist too. I start to feel the pain i close my eyes in horror. I look again and its all gone the blood i don't see it. But now there are lines on my wrist like scars, I run my fingers on top of them. I look up again to fine that teenager but this time she was in a gray room. No light what so ever. She was sitting with her hands folded and looking at her knees. I moved forward slowly i fall on my knees. I grab one of her hands and asked," What happened to you?" She reply," You could have saved me. Out of all people you were the one.But No you didn't all you did was stand there crying and kept everything inside. You tired to runaway from it runaway from all of it, but that didn't help you. All it did was hurt yourself. And Now you see my world is gray. Just like yours. I have no love i have no feelings I have no one i have no reason to be alive." I answered back,"No I love you I cant just leave here with out you." I screamed at her and crying. She pointed behind me and it was the little girl again. She ran to me this time and still crying. " You are Running out of time please save me!" I Jump out of my bed and screaming and crying and even shacking. I say to my self i need to help her i need to. But its to late i say when i get knocked out of it. I worry everyday if I'm gonna end up like that girl in the chair. When I think of it i cry and picture her in my head looking for someone. And i see other little kids playing and she is crying in the corner. Is this ever gonna end and I'm ever going to help that girl? I hate this dream. Its like its letting me know to wake up and stand up for myself. I never seem to understand what happened to me, I just have to watch out and keep looking for the little girl i lost.